There is hope in all ..... every cloud has a silver lining

You've sent me the most beautiful pictures from your lighthouse in Porto Amboim - as far as the eye can see it is just ocean and beach - this pic caught my eye, because the colors of the ocean represented so much of your life - it reflected so much - it's like I almost saw into your soul.
I just want to let you know - the white with the color represents hope - I know good will endure from this. You are too special to ever let go! Right now he IS your life – but one day he will also be IN your life – justice always prevail and overcome
one day = I will give you a rainbow - a song, a dance, a beautiful waterfall of life - then we can embrace life or let it fly away - for now I treasure the times knowing you, talking to you, the times you are coloring my life with beautiful pastels, the compliments, the sexy times, the times you pick me up when I am down, one day I will walk with you on a beach, just to come and meet the flesh of the soul that is finding resonance in my own soul, till that day _ i treasure every minute spent on the internet and talking, reminiscing about life. One day I will give you back the heart you gave me to look after while you are away - that day we can cut and bruise it together should you decide to let go, or treasure it into more beautiful memories!

BROKEN

Today marks a day of history that is filled with joy, sadness, contempt, happiness ..... so many mixed feelings - I sometimes think this is the reason ....... the reason why I am ......

Let me not go there.

This song reminds me of you - so much of this song is what is /was in my heart ....... weird and wonderfull how a heart heals ..... stranger still is the way 1 trigger can rip it open again. Guess the heart never heals completely ....

Then again - I am healed 'cause there is so many other wonderfull people in my life - one quite far away, who is very special and dear, just a pity we cannot explore to change what we feel into something beautiful, maybe one day when he's back in SA.

The broken clock is a comfort

It helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can start tomorrow

From stealing all my time

And I am here still waiting

Though I still have my doubts

I am damaged at best

Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart

That's still beating

In the pain

There is healing

In your name

I find meaning

So I'm holding on - I'm holding on - I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning

You got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded

I'm an open book instead

And I still see your reflection

Inside of my eyes

That are looking for purpose

They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart - I'm barely breathing.....

With a broken heart

That's still beating

In the pain - Is there healing?

In your name - I find meaning

So I'm holding on, I'm holding on I'm barely holding on to you

I'm hanging on another day

Just to see what you will throw my way

And I'm hanging on, to the words you say

You said that I will - I'll be okay!!!

Broken lights on the freeway

Left me here alone

I may have lost my way now

I haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing ...

With a broken heart

That's still beating

In the pain - There is healing

In your name - I find meaning

So I'm holding on = I'm barely holding on to you

As per LR .....thank you for the awesome words....

Make yourself happy, pursue your passions
Be the best at what you do.
Take care of yourself,
Don’t wait for someone else to take care of you.
Light your own path for your life
Don’t let other lead you to your destination.
Nobody completes your life – except you.

There will be mistakes along the way,
Let these be lessons - become experiences.
There will be wrong choices,
Let those mistakes make you wiser and stronger.
Do what you think is right,
Sometimes this will take courage, but will make you stronger.
The hardest of all is to learn to love,
But love unconditionally,
I must admit - this is something I really struggle with.

We allow .....

There's A LOT of things we simply allow in our life ... is this simply because we are trying to be nice, want to be liked, or are we allowing abuse??


Next time someone asks you to do something .......... THINK ......

Do not allow anything that is constantly absorbing 'own time' - life is such a rush, minutes rush by like seconds .... when was the last time you literally STOPPED and SMELLED the roses???
DO you realise - you , your body, your entire being needs to switch off from ALL around you and reserve a certain % in a day for yourself.

Do not lose yourself if others do not know how to manage their time.
Do not lose yourself if other's are 'using' you to benefit from, since they are simply too incompetent to live up to what is expected of them.

Do things that makes you smile, makes you laugh, gives your body time to rest ....
do things that ensures you spend time with family and / or friends, that can be counted as quality time.

Lift out the best in others - they do not always realise their own self worth ......make it transparent.

MOST of all

Explore life and give yourself breathing space - 'abuse' oxygen to recharge and re fuel that body .... time is one thing that we cannot change or turn back.
Never regret and say .... should've, would've, could've ... but I didn't do that ....

Life is precious - ensure you benefit and not just others ...

STOP and SMELL the roses .........
I do .......... so you see ..... it's fun to be me ..........