BROKEN

Today marks a day of history that is filled with joy, sadness, contempt, happiness ..... so many mixed feelings - I sometimes think this is the reason ....... the reason why I am ......

Let me not go there.

This song reminds me of you - so much of this song is what is /was in my heart ....... weird and wonderfull how a heart heals ..... stranger still is the way 1 trigger can rip it open again. Guess the heart never heals completely ....

Then again - I am healed 'cause there is so many other wonderfull people in my life - one quite far away, who is very special and dear, just a pity we cannot explore to change what we feel into something beautiful, maybe one day when he's back in SA.

The broken clock is a comfort

It helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can start tomorrow

From stealing all my time

And I am here still waiting

Though I still have my doubts

I am damaged at best

Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart

That's still beating

In the pain

There is healing

In your name

I find meaning

So I'm holding on - I'm holding on - I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning

You got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded

I'm an open book instead

And I still see your reflection

Inside of my eyes

That are looking for purpose

They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart - I'm barely breathing.....

With a broken heart

That's still beating

In the pain - Is there healing?

In your name - I find meaning

So I'm holding on, I'm holding on I'm barely holding on to you

I'm hanging on another day

Just to see what you will throw my way

And I'm hanging on, to the words you say

You said that I will - I'll be okay!!!

Broken lights on the freeway

Left me here alone

I may have lost my way now

I haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing ...

With a broken heart

That's still beating

In the pain - There is healing

In your name - I find meaning

So I'm holding on = I'm barely holding on to you