Yes it's true - relationships has it's up's and down's, guess I hit a good down and realised that all the awesome and special promises received could sometimes be empty promises as well!
Maybe ... just maybe, since we are from Mars and Men from Venus ..... we simply don't understand how their minds work and therefor maybe see another planet when they explain a situation or elaborate or reason.
Quite frankly - since we are light years apart and since our planets are in different orbits, maybe I am allowed to feel depressed, down and a little 'un-deserved'
After all - women likes attention, difference between us is - we need you to give it to us, not just always be the one's on the receiving end ..... and by the way, sometimes, just sometimes, we expect you to explore the orbit and try not to be so damn ignorant to feelings. Feelings do reside in the head and the heart - even when travelling at lightning speed - stop and appreciate the little things, they tend to build up to a beautifull picture in the end!
if you do not see the picture - get out of my cosmic universe - get yourself a pet, a playboy bunny, whatever turns you on ....
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
The here and now ........
So .......
How did I end up here?
How did I end up in this crazy emotional battlefield?
When exactly did I head for this direction?
When exactly did everything got in such a rubble that
I did not see that I was heading into this highway?
Is there any offramps?
Is there any onramps to another road?
I need a new road - one that is sane and perfect and makes sense
because ....
Right now I feel like this road is like a highway that has a dead end
a road that is going to make me CRASH into disaster!
I'm always the one that is forever keeping friends on the right pathway ...
I'm always the one keeping a level head,
but
somehow
somewhere
i've lost it.
For some stupid - real absurd
STUPID
stupid
reason
I left sanity
I left logic
I left all reason
out of the equation and now
I am on this road to nowhere .........
Me - I've lost 'control' - I just 'lost' it,
I need to find something to hold on to
a compass to show me direction,
'cause I've lost my way, my purpose, my logic.
I am not thinking straight anymore,
I'm not thinking clearly .....
I'm not practising what I am forever 'preaching'
i've done it - I've gone beyond reason and i'm getting burned
I'm feeling the flames ..... gnawing at my bones
and for some or other reason, since I left logic and reason behind,
I will have to take the fall for this.
I will have to fall and hit ground, and i know this is
NOT going to be easy.
Walls are there for a reason - we don't build them around our hearts
for decor, to keep strangers out ......
we build them for protection.
protection against those that are used to breaking walls
those - regardless of what they say and pretend to be -
those that knows exactly which tools to use to
break
them
off
silently.
Unsure if I have the strength to build them up again.
Unsure if I want to
How 'bout learning from the one's that wreck our walls and
start playing their game.
After all ................
RELATIONSHIPS is a
joke - it exists in you head, the feelings you seem to think that's real
they are a figment of your imagination
they are made up stories, they are FAKE.
To those friends that are in healthy and happy relationships
hang on to your moments
hang on the the moments that keeps you sane
Believe me ....... of all places,this is the worse place to be
this is hell and absolute torture.
Here's to
love, life and happiness
I give a toast to you
LOVE - get a freaking pet
Life - live it and break other's walls down
Happiness - enjoy the moments of laughter you see in other's eyes,
trust it will not be as short lived as yours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How did I end up here?
How did I end up in this crazy emotional battlefield?
When exactly did I head for this direction?
When exactly did everything got in such a rubble that
I did not see that I was heading into this highway?
Is there any offramps?
Is there any onramps to another road?
I need a new road - one that is sane and perfect and makes sense
because ....
Right now I feel like this road is like a highway that has a dead end
a road that is going to make me CRASH into disaster!
I'm always the one that is forever keeping friends on the right pathway ...
I'm always the one keeping a level head,
but
somehow
somewhere
i've lost it.
For some stupid - real absurd
STUPID
stupid
reason
I left sanity
I left logic
I left all reason
out of the equation and now
I am on this road to nowhere .........
Me - I've lost 'control' - I just 'lost' it,
I need to find something to hold on to
a compass to show me direction,
'cause I've lost my way, my purpose, my logic.
I am not thinking straight anymore,
I'm not thinking clearly .....
I'm not practising what I am forever 'preaching'
i've done it - I've gone beyond reason and i'm getting burned
I'm feeling the flames ..... gnawing at my bones
and for some or other reason, since I left logic and reason behind,
I will have to take the fall for this.
I will have to fall and hit ground, and i know this is
NOT going to be easy.
Walls are there for a reason - we don't build them around our hearts
for decor, to keep strangers out ......
we build them for protection.
protection against those that are used to breaking walls
those - regardless of what they say and pretend to be -
those that knows exactly which tools to use to
break
them
off
silently.
Unsure if I have the strength to build them up again.
Unsure if I want to
How 'bout learning from the one's that wreck our walls and
start playing their game.
After all ................
RELATIONSHIPS is a
joke - it exists in you head, the feelings you seem to think that's real
they are a figment of your imagination
they are made up stories, they are FAKE.
To those friends that are in healthy and happy relationships
hang on to your moments
hang on the the moments that keeps you sane
Believe me ....... of all places,this is the worse place to be
this is hell and absolute torture.
Here's to
love, life and happiness
I give a toast to you
LOVE - get a freaking pet
Life - live it and break other's walls down
Happiness - enjoy the moments of laughter you see in other's eyes,
trust it will not be as short lived as yours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saying thanks
"Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire.
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.
It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfilment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings."
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.
It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfilment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings."
Sunday, February 21, 2010
This is a 'keeper'
When I don't call you
[It's because I'm waiting for you to call me]
When I walk away from you mad
[Follow me]
When I stare at your mouth
[Kiss me]
When I push you or hit you
[Grab me and don't let go]
When I start cursing at you
[Kiss me and tell me you love me]
when im quiet
[Ask me what's wrong]
when I ignore you
[Give me your attention]
When I pull away
[Pull me back]
When you see me at my worst
[Tell me im beautiful]
When you see me start crying
[Just hold me and don't say a word]
When you see me walking
[Sneak up and hug my waist from behind]
When im scared
[Protect me]
When I lay my head on your shoulder
[Tilt my head up and kiss me]
When I steal your favorite shirt
[Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When I tease you
[Tease me back and make me laugh]
When I don't answer for a long time
[Re-assure me that everything is okay]
When I look at you with doubt
[Back yourself up]
When I say that I like you
[I really do more than you could understand]
When I grab at your hands
[Hold mine and play with my fingers]
When I bump into you
[Bump back into me and make me laugh]
When I tell you a secret
[Keep it safe and untold]
When I look into your eyes
[Don't look away until I do]
When I miss you
[Im hurting inside]
When you break my heart
[The pain never really goes away]
When I say it's over
[I still want you to be mine]
When I repost this bulletin
[I want you to read it]
-Grab her butt when you kiss her, it's a real turn on.
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
- When she says she's ok don't believe it talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
[It's because I'm waiting for you to call me]
When I walk away from you mad
[Follow me]
When I stare at your mouth
[Kiss me]
When I push you or hit you
[Grab me and don't let go]
When I start cursing at you
[Kiss me and tell me you love me]
when im quiet
[Ask me what's wrong]
when I ignore you
[Give me your attention]
When I pull away
[Pull me back]
When you see me at my worst
[Tell me im beautiful]
When you see me start crying
[Just hold me and don't say a word]
When you see me walking
[Sneak up and hug my waist from behind]
When im scared
[Protect me]
When I lay my head on your shoulder
[Tilt my head up and kiss me]
When I steal your favorite shirt
[Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When I tease you
[Tease me back and make me laugh]
When I don't answer for a long time
[Re-assure me that everything is okay]
When I look at you with doubt
[Back yourself up]
When I say that I like you
[I really do more than you could understand]
When I grab at your hands
[Hold mine and play with my fingers]
When I bump into you
[Bump back into me and make me laugh]
When I tell you a secret
[Keep it safe and untold]
When I look into your eyes
[Don't look away until I do]
When I miss you
[Im hurting inside]
When you break my heart
[The pain never really goes away]
When I say it's over
[I still want you to be mine]
When I repost this bulletin
[I want you to read it]
-Grab her butt when you kiss her, it's a real turn on.
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
- When she says she's ok don't believe it talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
Monday, February 15, 2010
Just Random .....
Your thoughts about how others are behaving are yours.
You own them.
You carry around the results of those thoughts.
If you do not judge those around you but instead accept them for precisely where they are on their own path,eliminating your need to be upset by them,you have put forgiveness into practice.
You own them.
You carry around the results of those thoughts.
If you do not judge those around you but instead accept them for precisely where they are on their own path,eliminating your need to be upset by them,you have put forgiveness into practice.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
I BELIEVE...
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born.
A Death Certificate shows that we died.
Pictures show that we lived!
Have a seat . . . Relax . . .. And read this slowly...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I Believe....
That just because two people argue, that
doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue, that
doesn't mean they do love each other.
I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.
I Believe...
That no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.
I Believe...
That it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.
I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones
with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I Believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I Believe...
That we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.
I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done,
when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I Believe...
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I Believe....
That my best friend and I can do anything, or nothing,
and have the best time.
I Believe...
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you,
when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
I Believe...
That maturity has more to do with
what types of experiences you've had,
and what you've learned from them...
and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.
I Believe...
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I Believe...
That our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
out a secret.
It could change your life forever.
I Believe....
Two people can look at the exact same
thing and see something totally different.
I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don't even know you.
I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give,
if a friend cries out to you..
you will find the strength to help.
I Believe...
That credentials on the wall
do not make you a decent human being.
I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon..
I Believe....
That you should send this to all of the people that you believe in.
I just did.
The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything.
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born.
A Death Certificate shows that we died.
Pictures show that we lived!
Have a seat . . . Relax . . .. And read this slowly...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I Believe....
That just because two people argue, that
doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue, that
doesn't mean they do love each other.
I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.
I Believe...
That no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.
I Believe...
That it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.
I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones
with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I Believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I Believe...
That we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.
I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done,
when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I Believe...
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I Believe....
That my best friend and I can do anything, or nothing,
and have the best time.
I Believe...
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you,
when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
I Believe...
That maturity has more to do with
what types of experiences you've had,
and what you've learned from them...
and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.
I Believe...
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I Believe...
That our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
out a secret.
It could change your life forever.
I Believe....
Two people can look at the exact same
thing and see something totally different.
I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don't even know you.
I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give,
if a friend cries out to you..
you will find the strength to help.
I Believe...
That credentials on the wall
do not make you a decent human being.
I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon..
I Believe....
That you should send this to all of the people that you believe in.
I just did.
The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything.
"Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire.
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.
It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfilment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings."
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.
It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfilment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings."
Friday, January 22, 2010
One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men.....
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in..
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they
think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what
makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their
family and friends.
Women have vital things to say
and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.
Women have strengths that amaze men.....
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in..
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they
think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what
makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their
family and friends.
Women have vital things to say
and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.
Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize what a gold mine you are, doesn’t mean you shine any less.
Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can’t be topped, doesn’t stop you from being the best.
Just because no one has made the race worthwhile, doesn’t give you permission to stop running.
Just because no one has realised how precious a person you are, doesn’t mean they can affect your humanity.
Just because no one has shown up to love you on the level you love, doesn’t mean you have to sink to theirs.
Just because you deserve the very best there is, doesn’t mean that life is always fair.
Just because your situation doesn’t seem to be progressing currently, doesn’t mean you need to change a thing.
Keep shining, keep running, Keep hoping, Keep praying ....
Keep being what you already are ......
AN AWESOME PERSON
Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can’t be topped, doesn’t stop you from being the best.
Just because no one has made the race worthwhile, doesn’t give you permission to stop running.
Just because no one has realised how precious a person you are, doesn’t mean they can affect your humanity.
Just because no one has shown up to love you on the level you love, doesn’t mean you have to sink to theirs.
Just because you deserve the very best there is, doesn’t mean that life is always fair.
Just because your situation doesn’t seem to be progressing currently, doesn’t mean you need to change a thing.
Keep shining, keep running, Keep hoping, Keep praying ....
Keep being what you already are ......
AN AWESOME PERSON
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
2010 - happiness equals bliss
2010 - to all my friends whose 2010 year has started, I wish you many happy moments, blissfull memories, awesome times to fulfill the desires of your heart.
Me ..... Im still content, but I promise you, my life has truly taken a 360degree turn, and I am happy!!!!!
I trust all old friends will continue with me on this wonderfull journey called life
I trust all new friends will share wonderfull memories with me and thus fulfilling all dreams of the current as well as future endeavours.
To all - you are sooooo special to me, I treasure our friendship in the deepest chambers of my heart and relish in thoughts and times shared, lived and relived.
Let us take 2010 with a 'B A N G' and if life throws us lemons ...... let's have TEQUILA!!!!!!
See???? Still fun to be me!!!
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