Just like that ...... without any difficulty, you've slipped back into my life and everything makes sense again!
If at all possible, it's like there was no time in between ...... come to think of it, 4 years ago you also walked into my life and became an integral part.
External factors caused us to drift apart and without any warning to my heart - you're back - caught me totally off guard , and just like 4 years ago, the walls around my heart came tumbling down and seems like there's not even need for re-enforcement.
Here's a toast to .......
You
Life
Love
Happiness
Hope
Trust
Future
You see ...... once again .... It's FUN to be ME!!!
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Choice (Thanks GM)
When it comes to opportunity and expectations - having choices makes you wealthy far beyond your wildest dreams.
Choices has the biggest impact of all when it comes to choice in a relationship.
We feel compelled to vet all our options in an effort to get everyhing just right and perfect.
I chose to travel alone, live by myself, I had a list of life experiences I wanted to tick off before I wanted to make any informed choice of marriage, settling down - and god forbid having children. Funny enough - lately .... after the 3rd cocktail I tend to start admitting that there could be a possible preference of settling down - but alas, I sober up and that idea wilts with the hangover.
While the abundance of choice in our lives is a priviledge and a blessing, it can also be crippling, because the trouble with having it all - is that you obviously can't.
At every twist and turn through life, decisions must be made, leaving other alterations in their wake that may subsequently haunt us.
We know that there is nothing worse than leaving something behind, only to realise later that it is exactly what we wanted.
It's not that I regret the decisions that i've made, because at the time i felt I had to walk away, BUT did I make the right decision?? Experiencing that paralysing sense of what if ..... ?
The more choices you give people the less likely they are to choose.
People tend to have dissapointing experiences, because their standards are too high, and they think they're at fault.
When it comes to love there is a unrealistic sense that only the best will do, which means that we're dismissing potential partners because we're convinced something even better lies in store for us.
When it comes to matters of the heart, we should give more credence to our instincts. Become a eavesdropper of your own emotions. We don't realise that there is a lot of subconscious analysis going on behind our emotions.
Emotions are actually VERY WISE.
Learn to LOVE the choices you decided on, and make them work for you!!
If choices will always haunt you, there's no way to ever be sure.
the only way to find the right choice is to stop regretting.
Live you life ___ you will see ____ it's fun to be ME
xoxo
Choices has the biggest impact of all when it comes to choice in a relationship.
We feel compelled to vet all our options in an effort to get everyhing just right and perfect.
I chose to travel alone, live by myself, I had a list of life experiences I wanted to tick off before I wanted to make any informed choice of marriage, settling down - and god forbid having children. Funny enough - lately .... after the 3rd cocktail I tend to start admitting that there could be a possible preference of settling down - but alas, I sober up and that idea wilts with the hangover.
While the abundance of choice in our lives is a priviledge and a blessing, it can also be crippling, because the trouble with having it all - is that you obviously can't.
At every twist and turn through life, decisions must be made, leaving other alterations in their wake that may subsequently haunt us.
We know that there is nothing worse than leaving something behind, only to realise later that it is exactly what we wanted.
It's not that I regret the decisions that i've made, because at the time i felt I had to walk away, BUT did I make the right decision?? Experiencing that paralysing sense of what if ..... ?
The more choices you give people the less likely they are to choose.
People tend to have dissapointing experiences, because their standards are too high, and they think they're at fault.
When it comes to love there is a unrealistic sense that only the best will do, which means that we're dismissing potential partners because we're convinced something even better lies in store for us.
When it comes to matters of the heart, we should give more credence to our instincts. Become a eavesdropper of your own emotions. We don't realise that there is a lot of subconscious analysis going on behind our emotions.
Emotions are actually VERY WISE.
Learn to LOVE the choices you decided on, and make them work for you!!
If choices will always haunt you, there's no way to ever be sure.
the only way to find the right choice is to stop regretting.
Live you life ___ you will see ____ it's fun to be ME
xoxo
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Half empty / half full
Yes it's true - relationships has it's up's and down's, guess I hit a good down and realised that all the awesome and special promises received could sometimes be empty promises as well!
Maybe ... just maybe, since we are from Mars and Men from Venus ..... we simply don't understand how their minds work and therefor maybe see another planet when they explain a situation or elaborate or reason.
Quite frankly - since we are light years apart and since our planets are in different orbits, maybe I am allowed to feel depressed, down and a little 'un-deserved'
After all - women likes attention, difference between us is - we need you to give it to us, not just always be the one's on the receiving end ..... and by the way, sometimes, just sometimes, we expect you to explore the orbit and try not to be so damn ignorant to feelings. Feelings do reside in the head and the heart - even when travelling at lightning speed - stop and appreciate the little things, they tend to build up to a beautifull picture in the end!
if you do not see the picture - get out of my cosmic universe - get yourself a pet, a playboy bunny, whatever turns you on ....
Maybe ... just maybe, since we are from Mars and Men from Venus ..... we simply don't understand how their minds work and therefor maybe see another planet when they explain a situation or elaborate or reason.
Quite frankly - since we are light years apart and since our planets are in different orbits, maybe I am allowed to feel depressed, down and a little 'un-deserved'
After all - women likes attention, difference between us is - we need you to give it to us, not just always be the one's on the receiving end ..... and by the way, sometimes, just sometimes, we expect you to explore the orbit and try not to be so damn ignorant to feelings. Feelings do reside in the head and the heart - even when travelling at lightning speed - stop and appreciate the little things, they tend to build up to a beautifull picture in the end!
if you do not see the picture - get out of my cosmic universe - get yourself a pet, a playboy bunny, whatever turns you on ....
Monday, March 22, 2010
The here and now ........
So .......
How did I end up here?
How did I end up in this crazy emotional battlefield?
When exactly did I head for this direction?
When exactly did everything got in such a rubble that
I did not see that I was heading into this highway?
Is there any offramps?
Is there any onramps to another road?
I need a new road - one that is sane and perfect and makes sense
because ....
Right now I feel like this road is like a highway that has a dead end
a road that is going to make me CRASH into disaster!
I'm always the one that is forever keeping friends on the right pathway ...
I'm always the one keeping a level head,
but
somehow
somewhere
i've lost it.
For some stupid - real absurd
STUPID
stupid
reason
I left sanity
I left logic
I left all reason
out of the equation and now
I am on this road to nowhere .........
Me - I've lost 'control' - I just 'lost' it,
I need to find something to hold on to
a compass to show me direction,
'cause I've lost my way, my purpose, my logic.
I am not thinking straight anymore,
I'm not thinking clearly .....
I'm not practising what I am forever 'preaching'
i've done it - I've gone beyond reason and i'm getting burned
I'm feeling the flames ..... gnawing at my bones
and for some or other reason, since I left logic and reason behind,
I will have to take the fall for this.
I will have to fall and hit ground, and i know this is
NOT going to be easy.
Walls are there for a reason - we don't build them around our hearts
for decor, to keep strangers out ......
we build them for protection.
protection against those that are used to breaking walls
those - regardless of what they say and pretend to be -
those that knows exactly which tools to use to
break
them
off
silently.
Unsure if I have the strength to build them up again.
Unsure if I want to
How 'bout learning from the one's that wreck our walls and
start playing their game.
After all ................
RELATIONSHIPS is a
joke - it exists in you head, the feelings you seem to think that's real
they are a figment of your imagination
they are made up stories, they are FAKE.
To those friends that are in healthy and happy relationships
hang on to your moments
hang on the the moments that keeps you sane
Believe me ....... of all places,this is the worse place to be
this is hell and absolute torture.
Here's to
love, life and happiness
I give a toast to you
LOVE - get a freaking pet
Life - live it and break other's walls down
Happiness - enjoy the moments of laughter you see in other's eyes,
trust it will not be as short lived as yours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How did I end up here?
How did I end up in this crazy emotional battlefield?
When exactly did I head for this direction?
When exactly did everything got in such a rubble that
I did not see that I was heading into this highway?
Is there any offramps?
Is there any onramps to another road?
I need a new road - one that is sane and perfect and makes sense
because ....
Right now I feel like this road is like a highway that has a dead end
a road that is going to make me CRASH into disaster!
I'm always the one that is forever keeping friends on the right pathway ...
I'm always the one keeping a level head,
but
somehow
somewhere
i've lost it.
For some stupid - real absurd
STUPID
stupid
reason
I left sanity
I left logic
I left all reason
out of the equation and now
I am on this road to nowhere .........
Me - I've lost 'control' - I just 'lost' it,
I need to find something to hold on to
a compass to show me direction,
'cause I've lost my way, my purpose, my logic.
I am not thinking straight anymore,
I'm not thinking clearly .....
I'm not practising what I am forever 'preaching'
i've done it - I've gone beyond reason and i'm getting burned
I'm feeling the flames ..... gnawing at my bones
and for some or other reason, since I left logic and reason behind,
I will have to take the fall for this.
I will have to fall and hit ground, and i know this is
NOT going to be easy.
Walls are there for a reason - we don't build them around our hearts
for decor, to keep strangers out ......
we build them for protection.
protection against those that are used to breaking walls
those - regardless of what they say and pretend to be -
those that knows exactly which tools to use to
break
them
off
silently.
Unsure if I have the strength to build them up again.
Unsure if I want to
How 'bout learning from the one's that wreck our walls and
start playing their game.
After all ................
RELATIONSHIPS is a
joke - it exists in you head, the feelings you seem to think that's real
they are a figment of your imagination
they are made up stories, they are FAKE.
To those friends that are in healthy and happy relationships
hang on to your moments
hang on the the moments that keeps you sane
Believe me ....... of all places,this is the worse place to be
this is hell and absolute torture.
Here's to
love, life and happiness
I give a toast to you
LOVE - get a freaking pet
Life - live it and break other's walls down
Happiness - enjoy the moments of laughter you see in other's eyes,
trust it will not be as short lived as yours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saying thanks
"Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire.
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.
It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfilment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings."
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.
It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfilment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings."
Sunday, February 21, 2010
This is a 'keeper'
When I don't call you
[It's because I'm waiting for you to call me]
When I walk away from you mad
[Follow me]
When I stare at your mouth
[Kiss me]
When I push you or hit you
[Grab me and don't let go]
When I start cursing at you
[Kiss me and tell me you love me]
when im quiet
[Ask me what's wrong]
when I ignore you
[Give me your attention]
When I pull away
[Pull me back]
When you see me at my worst
[Tell me im beautiful]
When you see me start crying
[Just hold me and don't say a word]
When you see me walking
[Sneak up and hug my waist from behind]
When im scared
[Protect me]
When I lay my head on your shoulder
[Tilt my head up and kiss me]
When I steal your favorite shirt
[Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When I tease you
[Tease me back and make me laugh]
When I don't answer for a long time
[Re-assure me that everything is okay]
When I look at you with doubt
[Back yourself up]
When I say that I like you
[I really do more than you could understand]
When I grab at your hands
[Hold mine and play with my fingers]
When I bump into you
[Bump back into me and make me laugh]
When I tell you a secret
[Keep it safe and untold]
When I look into your eyes
[Don't look away until I do]
When I miss you
[Im hurting inside]
When you break my heart
[The pain never really goes away]
When I say it's over
[I still want you to be mine]
When I repost this bulletin
[I want you to read it]
-Grab her butt when you kiss her, it's a real turn on.
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
- When she says she's ok don't believe it talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
[It's because I'm waiting for you to call me]
When I walk away from you mad
[Follow me]
When I stare at your mouth
[Kiss me]
When I push you or hit you
[Grab me and don't let go]
When I start cursing at you
[Kiss me and tell me you love me]
when im quiet
[Ask me what's wrong]
when I ignore you
[Give me your attention]
When I pull away
[Pull me back]
When you see me at my worst
[Tell me im beautiful]
When you see me start crying
[Just hold me and don't say a word]
When you see me walking
[Sneak up and hug my waist from behind]
When im scared
[Protect me]
When I lay my head on your shoulder
[Tilt my head up and kiss me]
When I steal your favorite shirt
[Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When I tease you
[Tease me back and make me laugh]
When I don't answer for a long time
[Re-assure me that everything is okay]
When I look at you with doubt
[Back yourself up]
When I say that I like you
[I really do more than you could understand]
When I grab at your hands
[Hold mine and play with my fingers]
When I bump into you
[Bump back into me and make me laugh]
When I tell you a secret
[Keep it safe and untold]
When I look into your eyes
[Don't look away until I do]
When I miss you
[Im hurting inside]
When you break my heart
[The pain never really goes away]
When I say it's over
[I still want you to be mine]
When I repost this bulletin
[I want you to read it]
-Grab her butt when you kiss her, it's a real turn on.
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
- When she says she's ok don't believe it talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
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